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January 13th, 2010


09:14 pm - Rip rip riiipppin it on the Lj Iteeee.
Hey family :)

Soo erm i had an exam the other dayay mu business one it wasnt that hard to be fair i hope i have done well :))). but there is always the resit. im really not sure if i enjoy business or not ! i rwally cba with graphics atm it just takes the piss i dont really enjoy it any more :/ its just loads of work ! i like art and textiles still soooo Waaahoo. we are startin making in textiles now so im looking forward to that ! and skiing is soon too so im excite for that and the girls might be going on a holl in summer so waaaaaahooooo :))))))

any way idk what to writeee. bye

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January 3rd, 2010


12:47 pm - so, i think a lolt has gone on dont you.

Erm, since i wrote last a LOTTT has happend

. i dont think i actually want to talk about the fact i have broken up with Darren :( . its been like a month and a bit now  but yet i think about him EVERYYYY day :'( its awfull i can not get over the fact he has broken my heart :(. the basic story is i went on hols to spain and i missed him LOADSSS i got hoome and he was reall off with me we argued and got upset with each because to be fair he was a twat to me :/ . he dint seem to care any more i would try  my hardest i reallly would and it would be like he dint even give a shitt :/ i went to see him in manc and we ended up arguing and crying and we broke up :( it makes me cry even now thinking about it. it clearly would of worked if he bothered but he didnt why should i work my arse off to get money to buy train tickets to see him when he carnt even be arsed to get out of bed ! he is to involved with his new friends to care about me. He will be sorry when he has no one ! i dont even give a shit to be fair! he was broing no aspirations im so out going and out rages aand he just wasnt but i loved him what can i say ! i think i still do but i try get that out my head. he wasnt even good looking but i seemed to think he is gorgeous but i loved him :@ urghhhh its messed upp ! i honestly dont no how i feeel tbh ! i dont miss him i miss what we had. i miss his cuddles! i miss just havin that one to talk to the one i could ring and just tell him about my day or when i was mad or upset  i wish i had that back ! i dont have any best frineds who i can trust like that ! he was my best friend :( . i miss him as a person also like we used to be real good friends befor we got together

Since we broke up i have been working LOADSS
+ been with my familly moe and my friends :) what has been ace to be fair .
Im doing well at 6thform but i really carnt wait for uni ! i honestly just want to get away from hull and make something of my life ! London is where its att babayyyyyy :). im gunna be there i am gunna be that one who makes it ! i h ave my dreams and they will come true im sure of it ! i know my fate and my destiny.

Vivienne Westwood.'She is my inspiration for my aspirationsss. :) (L)


thats alll in the past i recon ! im gunna live 2010 like i should do . i think its a new me ! 
RESOLOUTIONSSS::::
Do thinks my way dont take others shit.
Do my work to my full potential
take care in my apearence
present myy self a little better.
Make and saveee money :)

i thinkk thatt'll do kids :):)

I meeen like whatteverrrr man this time its about me !



I will try write in here more. but i forgett and dont get timeeee :|
Current Location: In my bed :)
Current Mood: [mood icon] Hummmmmm

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September 23rd, 2009


10:05 pm - As ifffff

i havnt wrote since like fo'evaa ago.

well the first week of 6thform i hated so i changed my lessons and now im doing graphics so i likee it :DD.

Ermm went to toms last friday for a party gathering me and alannah got drunk it was welll funny :D i slept at darren on the night it was amazing as per usual ;)

saturday we went to granby and tophouse that was fun :D.
then on sunday darren left for uni :(

i miss him soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo MUCHH ! i really do its awfull :( .
all he has done is cry and get upset what has made me upset :'(

 

Urmmmmm dunno what else to writee cba really.

 i just want my boy :'(

 

Crying again now. :'((.


Current Location: backkkbed rooom
Current Mood: [mood icon] ily.My boy
Current Music: UGLY BETTTY :)

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September 6th, 2009


02:57 pm - Naaaaananananaaaaaa :)

Hummmdidddydiiiidddy,,

 

Welll..LAAANDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN Was shitHOT mann. i loveed been with my baby for the full wekkend it was amazee.

we went...
- to see we will rock you
-got lost
-went shopping
-had chinease
-got drunk
-saw the sights , buckingham alace big ben e.c.t
-to ripleys belive it or not museum( Was fulll on hilerrrrrrreousss)
-Went to hard rock cafe
-Got loast a bit more
-went on the TUBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
-did more shopping
-ate sushii
-got drunk again
-missed the tube so had to find a bus
-took some random photos :D
-&&&&& Loadsss more

all we did was laugh the whole time it wqas so so so funn. I LOVE MY BABE

urm we went to hounsea at monday and i got couveredd in iceecreeaam.
On tuesday all i did was cry cause i misssed my babe and we where both upset and i was grounded
on wednesday wen went to cinema to see dance flick then i slept at his
on thursday i carnt remember now :S too long ago LOL
Friday went to lillys on the night for a bit then my baby slept
saturday went swimming then to my nanas then outt shopping with mamma babysat with dazza on the night then he slept again :)
TODAYYYY:: im doing nothing Weeewwwww.



6thform on tuesday :))


SAFEEEEE MANNNNN .


Current Location: Backkkbedrooom
Current Mood: [mood icon] cheerful
Current Music: none.

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August 28th, 2009


11:59 am - Ehhhhhhhh Babiiii

Yerrrrrr Boiiiiii,, I WELLLLLL AM CLEVAAAAAAA ;) haha.

A in textiles :D:D:D GETTTTTTTTTT INNN
B in Art , Re Pe and Danceee
C in Dancex2 Chemistry englishx2 biology french
D in Maths and Physics

Im soooooo Happpy with myy results :):).

Last nightt was welll good at Grace's . wreckkked mannn haha. stilll GOOOD times
And Today is myy boys birthdayyy so we are party partyinggg ;)


InaBitt InnaaBiiiiiiitttt 


Current Location: LivingRoooom
Current Mood: [mood icon] ily.My boy
Current Music: Tv.

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August 25th, 2009


10:55 am - Its T-t-t-t-trrrrrrrrrrrrrickkky ;)
I Am so so so excitedd for the next few dayss Mannnn :D
 
Wedensday: Dentist :/( not exciting) -Then Town With Charly and peaches :D.- Im buying my city shirt and a few things for my Boy
Thursday:RESULTS DAYYY im quiet excited as long as i get good grades-Then Party at graces on the night :D:D
Friday: Darrens Birthdayyy :D. so probz Cinema then he is sleeping at minee
Saturday: LONDANNNNNNNNN , with my boy going on train at 7am tho :'(. i can not wait
Sunday: Still in London withh my babe guna try and see a show :)
Monday: Home To Dull Hull ! But still with my Boyyy :D.

BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZIN 


Muchh LOVEEE. Peaace out dudee.

SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET,


Current Location: Office
Current Mood: [mood icon] crazy
Current Music: No music just me singgg-a-linginggg

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August 24th, 2009


11:45 am - i forgot..
I have had all my hair cutt off like dead shortt :D and im going blondee soooooooooooon :D.

Awhh i love my boy i carnt stop thinkking aboutt him he is just gorgeous and a full on babee woo i carnt wait to go to London with him :D.



-ox-

Current Location: Still in the living rooom
Current Mood: [mood icon] LOVE MY BOY.
Current Music: watchin wild child now ;)

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11:30 am - OHH MAAAAAA GEEEEEEE.

 

I havnt wrote in so so so long !

Lets updatee ::
Spainnnnn :D PGL- the bestt week ever it was sooooooooooo funny everything was just aceee man, we did loads of water sports and stuff, and on the night we went to the disco and stufff. i made loadsaa new friends it was justt funny all week singing on the bus dancing with the boys , dressing up ! :D woooo it was so goood :D.

I still love my Boy millions :)
more than i everr have he is just all mine and i will do anything to stay with him !  Its his birthday on friiidayyy :D and we are off to London on saturday and we get back monnnday i carrrnt wait it will be soooo goooood :D.

 

Results day on thursdayyyyy :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( !

Anyyyywayyyyy,, im babysiiting demi and jodie atm and we are watchin enchantedd. GETTT INNN ;)  haha !

I willl write againn sooooooooooon hopefullly, i just always forget tbh.  

 BIZZZZZZZZZZZLE;


Current Location: Living roooooooom
Current Mood: [mood icon] ily.My boy
Current Music: Tv.

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July 4th, 2009


05:49 pm - I havnt written for likke everrr MANNNNNN.

Soso... PROMMMMM :D it was full aceee :) samii got prom queen bles her. it was so goood better than i expected. after we went to loyds party till 4am then to chris till 8:30am then i walked to darrens and stayed there till 3:30pm hahaha i stayed up for 42 LOL funny funny times man. it was so goood i was a tadd drunk like hahaha

Urmmmm we went to Jordann's party on friday that was realllll goood i was soooooooooooo Drunkkk i was crying and everything haha,we went back to sask's at 4am and i slept in sasks bed with louis haha.
 

 

myy mumma and pappa have been away since wedss so nana and gdad came to look after us but tonight im staying in alone with darren ;) ;) MYYY baby i propa love him its so unreall how much i love him !

OHHHHH MYYYY DAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
 
i forgot. Micheal Jackson died on wednesday :'(. it was so sad , he was amazing !

Current Location: Sat on the setee Mannn
Current Mood: [mood icon] Ayeeeeee
Current Music: Tv matee

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01:01 pm - Michealll Jackson
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June 24th, 2009


01:36 pm - Promm Todayyy
im full on excitedd i really can not wiat tbh :):)

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June 17th, 2009


01:03 pm - ;) im allllll happpy

Idkkk why this songg is just happpy happy times :D haaa.

-Darren is away this week :( i miss him likeee crazyyyyyy. i do love him so so so much.
-I had a chemistry exam this morning :( i thought i would do shit but it went okk i guess so i feel confident :).
-I paid my money for skiing newt year on monday ! tom aint going or darren or anyone im a right lonerrrr :'( ahhhh well im sure i will be KAYSSS mate.
-i got stung on my ankle on saturday night and it well hurt and my foot and ankle is all fat :( it best go down for saturdayy
-Last firday darren slept here it was aceee :):)
-i was crying for hours on monday but thats a whole other story stupid cow of a mum :@

Sooooooooooooooooo....back to the happy moood.
Im loooking forward too so so so much ::
Friiday-Darren is backk :D and my last exammmmm
Saturday-mum and dads wedding anniversary partayyyy
Wednesday-PROM :D:D
Summmer-PGL with the girls + Fun in the sun with my crew and my Babe
15th August- Hull city vs.chelsea First match :D
september-6th from :D:D:D
8th December- Birthday learn to drive ;)
25th december-Christmasss
26th-City vs Man u
easter-Hopefully pass driving test + SKIIIIIING 0'10 ;)
   

im not looking forward to end of august when darren goes to uni :'(

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Current Location: backkk bed roooom
Current Mood: [mood icon] Woahhhhhh
Current Music: when love takes overrr yeah yeah yeahhh :D

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June 9th, 2009


12:08 pm - :'(

im always crying atm. why do you make me feel as if i have done something worng i hate it :( i cried for an hour last night then cried again at the thought of you leaving me, when you go to uni i dont no what i will do ! i think i wiil just cry everyday we say we will be able to do it even though it will be hard but i dont think it will be possible i miss you when i dont see you for a day :/. thnaks for telling me your goign away next week ! omg i will miss you again and i will need you cause of my exams ! Oh God im so stressed. :@:@. I can be so so so mad at you but still love you with all my heart i have never loved some one this much. its wierd , a wierd feeeling . i do love you so so so much its unreal and when we are together i car'nt be any happyer you help me and make me feel safe , so why do make me feel as if i have done something wrong ! why say it and get me like this. :( :( :(

  I love you my best boy.

Current Location: bed
Current Mood: [mood icon] Whyyy.
Current Music: None.

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June 5th, 2009


02:30 pm - I don't know What to write,

im so bored today. Exams have been going welll so far :).
&& i love Darren.
Thats abouttt itttt.  im at work tonight (Y) woahh so so fun.
i will wirte when there is something worth writing abouttt aha
-x-

Current Location: Livingrooom
Current Mood: [mood icon] bored
Current Music: Nah. Tv

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June 1st, 2009


09:40 pm - I reallly

cba to write any thing but its been like a week.

im off to bed im so so tieredd i will write tomorow or something.

I love my boyfriend a lot thats all i have to say.

Current Location: back bedroom
Current Mood: [mood icon] tired

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May 25th, 2009


10:35 am - :D. This weekend
HASS BEEN THE BESTT ONE  EVERRRRR

Fo' starters we left school on friiiiday :D att 10:00 and me and simmo went home got changed had some food and went stright back outt by 11:00 :D haha. we only found mark awtey and danny knowland so we walked to square to find people and we got samii kizzy louise becky katie and sophie and we walked to Old golfcourse there was'nt any one there for a while then loads of people came so we walked down to lil swits and loads of people where there i had to go home for an hour to look after bradley so i did and loadssa people wer ringing me cause the police came on lil swits and old golf course course this girl got taken off in an ambulence and theese lads had a fight :/. i walked ot stephs to meet her and laura and then we walked up and met sam and kirk leger who was been sick everyy wer we walkked down boothery rd. saw loads of people and went on lower and spent the rest of the night on there it was sooo goood and so funny i full on lovedd it :D eeveryone was there :D.

Satuurdayy:well i dint really do much in the day, got up at like 12 haaa :). then helped in the garden for a bit and then got changed and that and went to babysit at louise and darrens it was funn :).

Sunday: 24th May 2009 !!!!!!! HULL CITY vs. Manchester United.
well a year to the day and we do it agian :D. yeahhh we lost 1-0 but newcastle did tooo so WE ARE STAYINGG SAY WE ARE STAYING UP(8) .
lol :) it was one of the best days ! 5mins before the end i ran to luke and we went down to the bottom i found elliott and ashley hournby we was singing "WERR GOINGG ON THE PITCHH" and we waited then ran on the pitch, all the stewards and police wer draggin us off it was so so so funny. i jumped on ashley to get over haha. and me and luke ran and hugged iann ashby :D . GETTT INNNN. haha i did a huge lap found louise hugged her then rann back and was stood with beth dearing and luke and we was singing while the players did a lap of honer then we walkked back to pub :D. it was the best thrills everr :D.
We got picked up and went to darleys then Tom and darren came and picked me up and we went in the hot tubb :D haha it was fun fun funnnn.


i have hadd my hair cutt tooo. :) itss sexyyyyyy.

Current Location: Garden
Current Mood: [mood icon] BUUZZZZZIIIIINNNN
Current Music: None.

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May 19th, 2009


04:23 pm - Ohh. :'(

ii Thinkk im gunnna cry so so much on friday !  i carn't belive we are actually leavingg :/. i really carnt wait but im gunna miss it.

Im at work tonightt woahh so fun. and english exam was today i went well i think :D.

x


I Lovee my Boy. + My besterrrr's

 



 


Current Location: Sat on my beddd :)
Current Mood: [mood icon] Ilufffooo
Current Music: Tv matee

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May 16th, 2009


10:27 am - Soo last night

We all went to sask's it was propa good we played ring of fire and i was wreckkked matee. LOL.
Me and callum had a right chat in the bathroom LOL. it was funny we folding the towel. so yeahh i pulled him :/ oh welllll. and i gave him a love bite on his neck for a joke HAAA i hear danielle aint happy LOL. ahhh welll. i was fulll on so drunkk i carntt belivvvve it i still feel it now tbh.

Me and charlyyy had a good chat tooo about who she likes and about me and darren and i decided i should get with him ! so i was texting him :) and i think im with him nowww ;). i no im going back on what i said but i seriuosly love him he is sooo so so amazingly nice to me and he is just always there and everythinggg.

i feel reallly bad on owen thoughh ://. Idkk what to say to him i love him as i friend i dont want to be nasty thoughh ://. Urghhh im a twatttt

I had a massive crying sesh. on thursday night it was propaa bad i felt so badd for what i did :( its all in the past though and he was there for me as alwaysss (L).


Pe was propaa goood yesterdayyy tooo :D we made forts haha and played fort dodge ball :D:D lol. our teamm always won OBVVVV ;).

 

Anyway,,, tonight will be goood kirsty is coming roundd :D
 we are gettin drunkkkkkkkkk.

 

Goddd i have written loadss babe.


Current Location: myy house :)
Current Mood: [mood icon] happy
Current Music: turning me on- kerii hilson

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May 13th, 2009


05:09 pm - i think i need to wright more in this
In This.
IT JUSTT DELEATEDD ALL WHAT I WROTEEE :( WHOREE BAGGG
 
 

i will start again Right so up to date:

Skiiiing :D- well it was the bestttt best best time ever :D. Me and sarah n grace chloe and laura all shared a room what was funny :). but sarah broke her arm on the 2nd day cause jammy caused a huge pile up on the skii lift and we all fell off and went rolling down the mountain EPIICC FALLLL !. so yeahh in my group there was me jammy Tom Darren George and Jack costa . wooo a group full of boys LOL. Our instructor was called  Matius :) he was cute. there was so many funny times me ryan grace sarah scrivo and laura all raggin chloe at the table was so funny and me and sarah running outside in our shorts HAA. and obv people falling and stuff and on the euro tunnel and the coach and stuff ohh maa godd i could go on foevzz lol. but yerr it was great carnt wait for next yearr :D.
I have been propa close to darren since we have been back i lovee him to bits :) dont wanna get with him tho.


London :)- withh The bezzer bec stor. it was so so good we saw billy elliott and phantom of the opera they where both amazing :D. billy made me cry awhhh. lol we went shopping too and i bought an I love london hoodie and top :D haha. i shared a room with becky and kayleigh. it was proppa goood.


Exams :/-Well i have now done my french speakingf what was easy and The first Re exam what was easy tooo but i have pe tomorow wich i will for sure faill :| butt ahh welll and i have maths and english next weeek :( its propppa stressfull :(. Ahhh welll.


I will write sooon i cba with any more.

Loveee yaz


 


Current Location: Backk bedd roooom
Current Mood: [mood icon] Undecidedd
Current Music: None.

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April 1st, 2009


05:55 pm - i forgott

HAPPPPPY APRIL FOOOOLS DAY MATEEE :)


++++ Boggle hole was well goood :). Me and char dressed as boys and sam and johno dressed ad girls it was sooo funy i actually LOL'd the full trip :) + i made friends with al the other people + me and char went tp pub lol. and i got severed. LOL.





BYEEEEEEEE


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If you wanna make the world a better place , take a look at your self and make the change :D
Current Location: same i was like 3 seconds ago
Current Mood: [mood icon] +++
Current Music: celine dion ;)

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